vin.moe

Writing is hard

What’s up party peepol.

I made this because I wanted to be more open, but I am finding that’s is actually REALLY HARD to talk about anything I’m interested in. or anything, for that matter.

My job is hard, and I work hard, I spend a lot of time thinking about work. I am passionate about it, but I worry that I will mess up the other aspects of my life by being so engrossed.

Please, do not get me wrong, I love my job, and I love working. When I’m not working, I spent my time doing my projects, creating things I can use, and deploying them on this platform.

Most of my work is private, with my fear of looking stupid and my major imposter syndrome, I find it hard show my code publicly. It’s easier at work since people trust what I do, the changes I make have defined reasoning and cause, it’s a task assigned in Jira, direction provided by a higher power. Online, if I want to fix something in kubernetes, something in Linux, things I have fixed and use locally but have been to afraid to share, the responsibility of justification sits with me. It’s tough haha.

I’m going to improve this blog to allow me to post more detailed information, maybe some files, images, videos, etc. it’s very rudimentary right now. But, it’s my first time making something like this from scratch. So I am fine with it.

That is open source though, which is cool!

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